bitchfest

1. I have not been feeling 100% this week. I haven’t mentioned it because OH MY GOD, am I sick of talking about my health. Seems like I’ve spent most of the last 2 months sick. But not “death’s door” sick. More like sore-throat-headache-tired-for-no-reason and running-to-the-bathroom-unpleasantness sick. IRRITATING SICK!!!!

2. I really don’t want to bitch about work here. Everyone can bitch about work, that is nothing new and very uninteresting. But I am dealing with A LOT right now - writing, finishing experiments, TRYING TO FIND A JOB, and dealing with a body that hit 30 and fell apart. So when someone drops something on my lap LAST MINUTE and asks for a RAPID TURNAROUND, I will do my best, but DO NOT get all BITCH on me if you don’t get it right away. I AM SORRY, BUT I HAVE MADE EVERYONE ELSE’S WORK A PRIORITY FOR TOO LONG AND IF I AM EVER GOING TO GRADUATE, I NEED TO DEAL WITH MY SHIT FIRST, OK? IT’S ALL GREAT THAT YOU ARE SO GRACIOUSLY PLANNING ON ADDING MY NAME TO THE PAPER BECAUSE OF THIS BUT SERIOUSLY, THAT DOES NOT MEAN A WHOLE LOT TO ME RIGHT NOW AS I AM TRYING TO GET MY OWN DAMNED PAPER FINISHED!!!  AND…

and…

other shit too mean to say here about my advisor. REST ASSURED I am not happy. AND I AM THIS CLOSE TO SCREAMING FUCK. IT. ALL. AND ATTEMPTING TO GET A JOB AT THE YARN STORE.

Because I am just at that breaking point right now.  And my head is killing me.

that is all.

6 Responses to “bitchfest”


  1. 1 ChemGeek

    I hope you feel better soon… but uh… *sheepish look* tired for no reason, bathroom/stomach “issues”, headache, just “blechy”… might you need to go pee on a stick? You describe pretty much how I feel for the first 4 months of my spawning experiences.

  2. 2 ESC

    I just got my period not too long ago - we’re fine ;)

  3. 3 rosie

    poor esc *hug*
    i dont suppose a holiday… no. i shouldn’t even say “holiday”. shut up rosie.
    wish i could think of something useful… i guess you just have to keep doing a little bit, and they add up, and there you are at the end. and you do know that it will be fine. i know that always sounds like placating bs, but seriously, it will be…

    if you get a job at the yarn store, can i have a discount?

  4. 4 Julie

    Yarn stores seem to be happy places to work. I’m not sure how much they pay, but you must get a discount on the yarn as an employee…

    No, dude. You are close to the end. Stick with it, get it finished, tell the advisor to go sit on something sharp and pointy, and then go get a job at the yarn store. :)

  5. 5 restless angel

    Feel better soon…. and…. tomorrow is Friday :)

  6. 6 Vince

    Why do I get the feeling we would find a most serene and peaceful ESC if you worked at a yarn store? Perhaps a change in career is a wise move….

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